Soon

really like this picture from tumblr! so pretty (:

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tomorrow marks the start of another dreadful week,
and honestly what is so scary about it is that this cycle repeats itself for... i dont know how long more.
it is like you dont want it so, so badly yet you find yourself rendered helpless
because if you just stop right there, do what you want,
what is going to happen? things dont just resume to its original position when youre good to go again.
time doesnt stop for anyone.

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there are so many things i want to do.

have sleepovers where we can all cuddle up, watch movies, snack on rubbish, talk nonsense, laugh, be retarded, do girly stuff.
night cycling through the beach, and then to town and marvel at the beautiful skyline with the dazzling city lights.
go shopping at haji lane because i have never been there before, then settle down in a cafe somewhere and just do some catching up.
have this crazy food expedition.
have another similar prom-night-adventure, where we wander like hobos down the empty streets of town feeding reindeers, except maybe this time let's shout & go high in the middle of the roads.
travelling with my friends to all those pretty places we always see on tumblr, and take pictures even more stunning than those on tumblr simply because it consists of our very own memories.
and so many more crazy wild things i have always wanted to do,
because i am still young and when youre young you create all the wonderful memories to be reminsced when you are old.
i just want to think back in years down the road and laugh at all those crazy things to be checked on my list,
i want to do everything and go like- hey i really have no regrets anymore.

i really hope, we get to do everything we have set out to do after promos, all those plans we had.
and last but not least,
i really hope you are okay.
i will be here.