CNY 2013!

cny eve: reunion dinner!

denise who is practically a live version of agnes from despicable me!!

the way she act and talk all REALLY DAMN DAMN ULTRA CUTE HAHAHA.

cny day 1: grandma house then macs lunch + ah boys to men!

gorgeous parents<3 <3

with my ah ma whom i love alot (':

cny day 2: aunt's house!

have been really really happy this cny!

cant rmb the last time i laughed this much.

dreading school completely T_T

and all together i think i ate more than 30+ pineapple tarts this cny,

not even including all the other snacks shit.

Pathetic.

burden, burden, burden.
school is the ultimate burden.
taking up all my damn time.
no time to meet up with my friends, no time for rest and no time for personal time.
damn it.

doing some online GP homework now haha.
so i was reading the instructions from miss lam's message to the class,
then while feeling burdened by it and thinking "what the shit",
the next line i read was:

"This is for your GOOD. Stop Whining.
Rule 1# Don't be Lazy

Lurb,
Miss Lam"

SCARY NO?!
like she could predict what i was going to think!
HAHAHA.

sooo tired now.
had double trainings today!
but quite satisfying...
after my CC training i went to sneak into some crime awareness event and stole their orange cocktail juice.
was happily filling cups with it while chris was peeping into the glass and laughing.
before going in i was still like asking my coaches,
" eh i want the drink sia. you all want anot i get for you all!!"

then they dont want so i myself auntie auntie go steal free drinks.
at a crime awareness event.
IRONY OF IT HAHAHA.

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i can no longer control my feelings. too overwhelming, too stubborn.

mjc open house 2013!

i try to pull back, to resist, i tried everything. i just keep going back in the end. all those too good to be true dreams. the guilty acknowledgement that somehow i hope the dreams become reality. maybe one day i will eventually mix reality and dreams up.

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that's so dumb.

i can't forget.

i just cant.

it haunts me.

like a nightmare i am never going to wake up from.

what do i mean to you then? do you care about me as much?

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sometimes, your words & actions contradicts everything i have believed of you.

this whole first week of school has made me feel as though we have already gone through weeks of it.

maybe because of the long days.

anw now training is getting intensive!

tues, thurs, double on sat and also on sunday.

shall hang in there and try my best.

what makes me so confident? just look at me. nothing.

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look at you. look at me. sometimes it is so near yet so far.

today i saw a mother and her playgroup/k1 child on the train.

they had this super close bond and the little boy was beyond cute (':

his mother was very awesome too.

so i started thinking,

like after all a child's character is developed since young right?

it must take alot, for a mother to be able to raise her child correctly in a fun way,

yet at the same time demanding the required respect.

you can't give the child too little, and definitely not too much too.

there is this thin line you have to balance on,

and a little off to either sides gets overbearing.

it must be hard.

then i thought of everything my mother has tolerated and done for me,

and i felt so apologetic.

it must not be easy.

i think she really makes a really wonderful mother,

i doubt i can ever be as splendid as her...

when i look at you, sometimes i see a stranger. hard to believe all that happened. what was i doing? everything is not like how it sounds. never meant to make a wrong impression. i should stop this wishful thinking.

Holidays....not

MBS with the lovelies!

also an early birthday party for colette, which is.....SURVIVOR THEMED :D

maya's cool guy! hahaha.

my hard work!!

colette's 'birthday cake'!

and....she cried tears of joy!

col dont blame me for being sadistic but i am actually more than overjoyed

 about you crying because you were too happy.

WAHAHAHAHAHA.

happy that you're happy what....right!!

presentssss.

ONE AND ONLY CUSTOMISED SURVIVOR BAG FOR COLETTE :D

I REALLY REALLY WASNT DRUNK HAHAHAHAHA.

SWEAR ON MY LIFE REALLY!!

traditional pillow fight...

this is why i wore shorts before engaging in it HAHAHA.

SINGAPORE'S NEXT TOP MODEL POSE HAHAHA.

hair chalking with daph. spoils your hair like crazyyyy though.

 maya(:

crazy long SCARY night walk... there are other pictures but i cant post them here cause......

MY DRESS'S SECOND BUTTON CAME OUT SO ABIT ZAO GENG HAHAHA.

IKR WTS.

AND...MY FAVOURITE PICTURE OF THE NIGHT<3

HAHAHAHAHA.

filz commented "love at first sight" HAHAHAHA.

AND LOOK, COL WANTS MORE :O

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA SHE'S GONNA KILL ME.

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WUSHU BEIJING TRIP!

our morning shag face haha.

AWESOME ROOM MATES.

prisc and zoe, who is a national team wushu girl(;

younger than us though!

the girls' da jie da.

ICE CREAM CHALLENGE WHOO.

CHOU TOUFU!

9gag style(;

editing credits to prisc!

SMELLS LIKE ELEPHANT SHIT NO JOKE YUCKS.

bing tang hu lu!!

STRAWBERRY IS AWESOMEST!

the girls cant stop eating (;

oh and not to forget,

vanessa and my fav hobby of spitting seeds on the street haha!

fried scorpion! can only taste the seasoning whoo.

HUGE ASS CANDY FLOSS!!

miss vina bought one to share and the whole team still cant finish! haha.

Crashing our room to play games :D

chestnut gang.

GARDENS BY THE BAY!

me the awesome photographer!

have alot more but quite lazy transfer... haha.

holidays also spent with the wushu girls baking and manicure session at fareast! hehe.

my first manicure session ever!

christmas!

before my shift started my family and i went to eat at ewf together..

all the staff were commenting that my dad look very young HAHAHA.

my gorgeous family<3

and then....work started and so did camwhore session!

HAHAHAHA.

christmas night was full on girl power manz!

sheila lixuan and me,

plus both our managers aiai and charmaine!

charmaine was damn high la no joke.

AND WE WERE ALL TALKING SICK ABOUT....OUR CHRISTMAS HATS.

HAHAHAHAHA I SHALL NOT GET STARTED HERE.

but it was damn funny walao we couldnt stop laughing!

my perverted manager(;

oh charmaine kept like "hey sexy" or winking HAHAHA

SO WE WERE LIKE PLAYING AROUND WITH EACH OTHER!

then after that when it started getting busy we were damn serious.

used up too much energy alr haha.

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one of the days when the super sweet girl kristin came down to visit me at work!

really touched that she came all the way just to spend like 1 or 2 hours with me

and yet didnt mind.

thanks<3

HAHAHAHA LOOK SHE ORDERED ME!!

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so far this week has been really empty,

and i guess i am not used to it.

the previous weeks were all extremely packed to the point the moment i come home,

i just lie on the floor and sleep HAHAHAHA MY GROSS HABIT.

maybe that's why when i am so free,

my mind gets into over run mode.

should keep myself real busy.

i will try to forget this time.

anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COLETTE!!!

(today is her actual birthday! everyone go wish her hahaha)

*spam shiny hearts*(;