Lost.

i am currently having this really bad case of muscle aches,
AND I HAVE TRAINING LATER!!

i know i have been a sadist loving muscle aches,
but i certainly dont like it esp when i am going to have training ):

right now my thigh muscles are really hard ouch ouch.

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i have contemplated the idea of getting a diary but
the thought of having to WRITE in it bores me to bits.
i am too lazy.
however a diary is where i can really pen down the most heartfelt thoughts without having to think twice,
unlike blogging on this platform.
but whatever laziness prevails so no diary!
HAHAHA.

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yesterday after school was spent with colette...sleeping.
because we are always so tired.
hahaha am so thankful for her.
at least i can bring some of tk into mj whereby i can just enjoy quiet silent moments by just stoning or sleeping.
it is really comfortable that way.
we acknowledged the fact that we are getting old ):
that is really sad oh man.
and we played some retarded game with my hairband!
only people like us are capable of coming up with such a game HAHAHA.
then joshua came to join us and made us walk to 7-11 with him.
ys and marissa joined us back at our table back in mj and then they all left for the GP talk.

so i was left with joshua who was doing his usual job by pissing me off.
he rage-mode me because i refused to buy tauhuey for him.
then he said he is not going to talk to me anymore.
after 3 min(damn fail i know), he gave up.
next he attempted to steal my wallet and phone while making me pick up the tau huey container cover which he threw at me.
and all the other retarded stuff.
then went up for mtp.

my comments were:

1. distracted.
2. distracted.
3. distracted.
etc etc etc.

HAHAHAHAHA.
blame it on my short attention span and playfulness.
but everytime after i laugh and talk too much i spend the next period or so stoning/ sleeping
because i get too tired out.
see i am really getting old.

my mum defended me for my hair!!
hahahaha she is so awesome man her defense was like (Y).
i am a lucky girl(:

after that was supposed to meet daph but my mum said beforehand that she was going to visit my grandma.
so had to cancel plans.
sorry girl ): i really miss you alot though havent see you for so long!!
sigh.
but i think my grandma is really lonely because she complained that my mum+ aunts uncle didnt visit her often enough though i think they do quite alot.
however understandable cause it must be really lonely and boring sitting in your bed whole day long.
so, anything to make my grandma happy because she really loves me alot alot and i do too.
on the way home i was just in my stoning mode and i slept like crazy in the train cause i was that drained out.

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i am really sick of this on-off shit yk.
i really want to put an end to this.