15th.

yesterday coach was late.
so i had to lead in warmup and kicks!
imagine leading a group of obnoxious little kids.
YES I WANTED TO DIE.
and i was cursing away.
esp at my stupid brother who was hellbent on making life terrible for me HAHAHA.

as my memory is currently failing me terribly,
my brother and this other little boy helped devise a way to help me remember.

I NAME IT " HOW TO ATTACK YOUR BOYFRIEND" HAHAHA.

so it went like this:

them: "first you elbow his ribs" *did the step which is similar to elbowing someone*
         " then you elbow him another time" *did step*
         " then use your palms to press him down"
         " next turn around and jab his nipples!"

HAHAHAHAHHA JAB HIS NIPPLES HAHAHAH.
okay got alot of other obscene things but i shall not say it here HAHA DAMN FUNNY.
now i can remember the routine perfectly fine omg.
HAHAHAHA.

so after dinner i kind of had a heart to heart talk with my brother.
he mentioned that boy A in his class cried after hearing that boy B likes the girl he likes.
AWWW SO SWEET RIGHT.
and boy A likes the girl for two years already.
that is freaking sweet la walao.

ya then somehow it ended up in me telling my bro that you actually wanted to talk to him initially.
and i told him your life story, your past.
it inspired him greatly.

AND THEN NOW HE TAKES YOU AS HIS IDOL.
HAHAHHA I LAUGHED SIA I REALLY DID.
it was a....weird thought. mm.

it struck me that i knew so much about your past,
yet i dont know anything about the fundamentals.
what number you like, what colour you have a preference for.
nothing, none at all.

but whatever. you are my brother's idol now.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.