Exceptional.

MY BRO CUT HIS HAIR!! now it has this natural spike that i really like(; ( alot more spikier now than in the picture)
he is supposed to have a side fringe but it is still too short now to be visible so...HAHAHA.
he looks so cute now!! LOVE HIS HAIR. okay i cant believe i am saying this!

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had a long chat with my babygirl last night and she really do have alot to juggle on her plate now...
hope that everything will go smoothly and safely for her without her getting hurt <3
and also that my best friend can have everything sorted out and back to normal,
so she wont ever feel lonely again.
because seeing these girls happy, makes me happy too.

-

chengyee said i am a real kiddo!
cause i have a baby small head and baby smooth hair which equates, A KIDDO!
yay i am a kiddo. though now i move like an old granny cause my leg muscles hurt real bad ):

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if i have to cut off this string, will i ever chance upon my kite again?

Lost.

i am currently having this really bad case of muscle aches,
AND I HAVE TRAINING LATER!!

i know i have been a sadist loving muscle aches,
but i certainly dont like it esp when i am going to have training ):

right now my thigh muscles are really hard ouch ouch.

-

i have contemplated the idea of getting a diary but
the thought of having to WRITE in it bores me to bits.
i am too lazy.
however a diary is where i can really pen down the most heartfelt thoughts without having to think twice,
unlike blogging on this platform.
but whatever laziness prevails so no diary!
HAHAHA.

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yesterday after school was spent with colette...sleeping.
because we are always so tired.
hahaha am so thankful for her.
at least i can bring some of tk into mj whereby i can just enjoy quiet silent moments by just stoning or sleeping.
it is really comfortable that way.
we acknowledged the fact that we are getting old ):
that is really sad oh man.
and we played some retarded game with my hairband!
only people like us are capable of coming up with such a game HAHAHA.
then joshua came to join us and made us walk to 7-11 with him.
ys and marissa joined us back at our table back in mj and then they all left for the GP talk.

so i was left with joshua who was doing his usual job by pissing me off.
he rage-mode me because i refused to buy tauhuey for him.
then he said he is not going to talk to me anymore.
after 3 min(damn fail i know), he gave up.
next he attempted to steal my wallet and phone while making me pick up the tau huey container cover which he threw at me.
and all the other retarded stuff.
then went up for mtp.

my comments were:

1. distracted.
2. distracted.
3. distracted.
etc etc etc.

HAHAHAHAHA.
blame it on my short attention span and playfulness.
but everytime after i laugh and talk too much i spend the next period or so stoning/ sleeping
because i get too tired out.
see i am really getting old.

my mum defended me for my hair!!
hahahaha she is so awesome man her defense was like (Y).
i am a lucky girl(:

after that was supposed to meet daph but my mum said beforehand that she was going to visit my grandma.
so had to cancel plans.
sorry girl ): i really miss you alot though havent see you for so long!!
sigh.
but i think my grandma is really lonely because she complained that my mum+ aunts uncle didnt visit her often enough though i think they do quite alot.
however understandable cause it must be really lonely and boring sitting in your bed whole day long.
so, anything to make my grandma happy because she really loves me alot alot and i do too.
on the way home i was just in my stoning mode and i slept like crazy in the train cause i was that drained out.

-

i am really sick of this on-off shit yk.
i really want to put an end to this.

-

today is a really awesome day which makes me happy.
i guess it feels good to no longer feel so....useless.
i can say that it is the best day in weeks.
hopefully this can carry on but it is simply wishful thinking on my part.

really tired right now but i have EOM headed my way(which was due last friday but i doubt i will even finish it tonight)

i can presume i am satisifed with how things are now.
yeah.

funniest post ever(self praise)

yesterday i spent bio period with colette.
got some drinks and lepaked at the tables behind LT.
her brownie was tempting and looking/ smelling damn good but...
BEWARE EVERYONE BEWARE.
the way she handles that cute little brownie is...horrifying HAHAHA.
all the best to you lavelle stay healthy.(HAHAHA)
AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRL!

anyway colette helped me spray black hairspray because being the noob i am,
i didnt manage to pass the haircheck for the second time.

and there we were in the toilet,
me being in this awkward standing position because i am simply too tall for her HAHAHA.
the spray felt really cold and colette was all over there:

"HAHAHA EH DAMN FUN LEH"*SPRAY* " REALLY FUN LEH" *SPRAY MORE*

coming out from the toilet, walking back to our table-

" eh that was really quite fun." -pauses- " WAIT HERE CAN SEE SOMEMORE HIGHLIGHTS!" *SPRAY*

okay but you did a really good job cause my hair was black till cannnot black so...APPLAUSE!!!
i had to wash my hair four times btw.
there was literally black streams of water flowing down my body while i was bathing!
OKAY DONT IMAGINE THE SCENE PLEASE THAT IS JUST AWKWARD, AS IN ME NAKED HAHAHAH.

joshua woke me up twice from my sleep yesterday!!
i wanted to kill him.
he was all " i woke you up from your sleep? yayyyyyy"
-.- *facepalm*

so for the second call, he called for:

1. "eh i walking past lorong M call kristin out leh" HA HA HA. never!!

2. " why she(tiflin) wear your shirt nicer than you wear ah"
 okay in my mind i was all like "kick you punch you kick you more punch you more" but i was too tired so i was too lazy to express myself HAHA

3. " eh want to come out for supper leh?" which i retorted with a " supper your head la people want to sleep what supper!!"

4. he went on about how this girl is pretty and how he tried to jio her before and he is probably going to try his luck again but if not then remain friends (tbh idk if that was what he said because he talked damn fast with his beng slang plus i was in a sleepy mode= selective hearing HAHAHA)

OH OH and he mentioned that he and my friend ( whose name i shall not mention to protect his pride(; )were friendzoned by her. HAHAHAHHA AND I WAS LAUGHING AT HIM. #failfriends

and yesterday in the canteen he said he saw colette and asked " where is your boyfriend?" and colette went "huh?" and joshua answered "jiaxin la"

-.- COLETTEEEEE DID YOU TELL HIM THAT WE ARE EX-ES??
HAHAHAHHA.
okay i sound so scandalous now but hear me out first!!
after me and col broke up,
she married maya while i got together with kristin!
then she and maya divorced....(bet you she still loves me that's why)
HAHAHAHHA OKAY I BETTER STOP HERE BEFORE SHE KILLS ME.

she already wanted to kill me when i babbled on about how much she notices me a few days back over text oops(;

yes i am that bored now which explains the random things i am saying in the above portion.
It has been a really tough time for me, really it is.
but i will survive anyway, i will.

2011.

because i am in a reminscing mood...

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grad day: crazy snow spray attacks in the hall, phototaking, hugs, being looked at for being a retard crying during school song, the sweat(our hall damn hot), the love <3

this is an everyday sight in tk yo: HUGS.

crashing at my katong house, the one before i shifted AGAIN HAHA.

pillow fights #wildgirls

THERE'S A GHOST IN MY ROOM AHHHH!

Oh wait, it's maya(;

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MBS CUM COLETTE'S SURPRISE PARTY.

found some never seen before pictures HAHA.

pardon my messy hair.

if i am not wrong, before these pictures were taken,

i was rolling around in bed with daphne HAHAHA.

anit-cake colette's "cake":

GOING CRAZY GOING CRAZY~

PILLOW FIGHTS.

i remember fearing being stepped on.

but i think i was too lazy to get up from kristin's embrace or whatever she was doing to me HAHAHA.

i was either trying to bury daphne(fail i know),

or trying to make her hair stand by rubbing the balloon hehe.

this is how our home would look like if we lived together: PIG STY.

AND THE EPIC PICTURE OF THE CENTURY HAHAHA.

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HAPPY me after work because these two lovelies surprised me at work.

-

class gathering where me and colette played rounds of table tennis.

okay actually it was everywhere tennis because we let it bounce everywhere and hit back.

MORE LIKE TENNIS HAHAHHAA NO RESTRICTIONS DAMN FUN.

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Awfully chocolate/joojoo/mooshi bakes/ everything with fries

staff christmas cum new year party!!

good food plus drinks plus company<3

that night i hung out mostly with the staff from tk!

and also made new friends whose faces and names i no longer remember now HAHA.

PHOTOBOMB

my manager rose!

With joojoo manager shit i forgot her name! nenet??

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netball chalet!

theme of bbq night: nerds.

WHOA I LOVE BEING RETARDED DAMN FUN.

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prom!

because i look nice here so...HAHHAHAHA.

BECAUSE MY HIGHLIGHTS ARE MORE OBVIOUS HERE SO...

HAHAHA.

sitting by the roadside feeding reindeers at 4+am.

after prom outfits and walking around in my killer heels

because i am a dumb retard who dont know how to think beforehand.

we walked in one big circle in search of FOOD one whole night.

my poor feet sobs ):

LIKE LITERALLY ONE BIG CIRCLE AROUND TOWN.

everyone was drop dead tired!

before all the walking:

sitting by the river on the bridge playing truth and dare.

where ya i made out with some stupid cone while rolling around in my prom dress.

PROM NIGHT WAS THE NIGHT I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET I HAD LOTS OF FUN.

i think i elaborated more about it on my older post hehe.

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meanwhile looking at these memories takes my mind off the more impt things of the present,

which is a good thing i guess.

for now,

i can only imagine how happy i was back then,

and how i believe everyone misses it so.

now JC is really tough,

but i believe i will ride over it!

hopefully...

-

sometimes i feel like a bitch.

whenever you talk to me but i feel so uninterested.

but on the other hand i am getting so uninterested in everything,

so much so that this doesnt feel significant.

so maybe, i am a bitch.

woof woof!

fool again.

so yeah.
you made me the fool once again.
as always.

currently talking to elicia on fb chat.
she has repeated " why are you so smart", " you are a genius", " you are freaking smart" over and over again to me. oh wells dont need to emphasise on something so obvious okay?(; HAHAHAHA.

15th.

yesterday coach was late.
so i had to lead in warmup and kicks!
imagine leading a group of obnoxious little kids.
YES I WANTED TO DIE.
and i was cursing away.
esp at my stupid brother who was hellbent on making life terrible for me HAHAHA.

as my memory is currently failing me terribly,
my brother and this other little boy helped devise a way to help me remember.

I NAME IT " HOW TO ATTACK YOUR BOYFRIEND" HAHAHA.

so it went like this:

them: "first you elbow his ribs" *did the step which is similar to elbowing someone*
         " then you elbow him another time" *did step*
         " then use your palms to press him down"
         " next turn around and jab his nipples!"

HAHAHAHAHHA JAB HIS NIPPLES HAHAHAH.
okay got alot of other obscene things but i shall not say it here HAHA DAMN FUNNY.
now i can remember the routine perfectly fine omg.
HAHAHAHA.

so after dinner i kind of had a heart to heart talk with my brother.
he mentioned that boy A in his class cried after hearing that boy B likes the girl he likes.
AWWW SO SWEET RIGHT.
and boy A likes the girl for two years already.
that is freaking sweet la walao.

ya then somehow it ended up in me telling my bro that you actually wanted to talk to him initially.
and i told him your life story, your past.
it inspired him greatly.

AND THEN NOW HE TAKES YOU AS HIS IDOL.
HAHAHHA I LAUGHED SIA I REALLY DID.
it was a....weird thought. mm.

it struck me that i knew so much about your past,
yet i dont know anything about the fundamentals.
what number you like, what colour you have a preference for.
nothing, none at all.

but whatever. you are my brother's idol now.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Just, something.

I miss everything, everything that wont be able to happen again.

Languishing.

ever since the june holidays ended and school started,
i have been feeling super exhausted every single day.
it is like something is sucking up all my energy and i wander around school like a freaking souless being.
the only way for me to be vital again is to sleep.

and considering this week to be the most tiring week yet,
it explains my need to have at least two to three naps during school hours in order to practically survive.

my mind and eyelids have been playing a game of tug of war during tutorials and lectures.
in which my eyelids always win, duh.
HAHAHA.
but after my nap i will feel full of energy again!
then after a while tired, so i will sleep.
and the cycle goes on.

thursday was a really tiring and awesome day!!
and also the day i survived with only one meal for the whole day HAHAHA.
after pe,
me xt and yunqi came from the atheletics programme while the rest from F&C
and their pe programmes came together as a class to play frisbee!

after that was fun festique captain's ball!
WE GOT THIRD!
actually i think we could have gotten second but nevertheless still damn proud of my class yay.
damn cool la the feeling of working together to achieve something.
all our planning, strategies, listening to, encouraging,supporting one another.

SHOUTOUT TO MR CHEN.
HEY HEY LOOK HERE OUR CLASS ACHIEVED SOMETHING!
not academically though(;
we are finally not the last..LIKE HOW WE ARE IN STUDIES HAHAHA.
i think we are first in complaints though oops HAHA.
but our class was the only team whereby all the members are from the same class i presume.

during the last match i played the one standing on the chair HAHAHA.
then nasrul and another guy( i kind of know yet dont know his name) were with me and we were joking around HAHA funny.

oh and there was once i thought joshua was going to pass the ball to bryant!
so i looked in the other direction.
NEXT THING I KNEW,
OUT OF THE CORNER OF MY EYE I SAW THE BALL SPINNING IN MID AIR.

I SWEAR I WAS LIKE FML AND GRABBED ONTO THE BALL.
turned out joshua had used some from the back basketball trick to pass the ball to me.

NO JOKE THE FREAKING BALL WAS SPINNING IN THE AIR LIKE TO THE LEFT ONE HEAD ABOVE ME.

FML MOMENT I SWEAR WHOO.

then after captain's ball,
stayed back with huixuan joshua and ernest to play street netball with the netballers!
DAMN FUN.
sorry to the girl whom i injured!!
i feel damn bad.
and i feel even worse for not remembering your name and face cause i suck with such things.
sorry ):
was supposed to go domino's with the class but didnt in the end.
so hx went home and i went back to continue playing.
helped colette keep equipment the feeling was cool!
then went home with col peiyin wenfang joshua.
joshua was talking his rubbish and colette finally understands how i feel surviving that everyday HAHAHA.

OH AND COLETTE COLETTE COLETTE IS DAMN PRO NOW.
aura of a captain please.
(bet you she's smiling at this now HAHAHA)

reached home late and literally collapsed.
next day woke up with injuries and aches all over
BUT THOSE WHO KNOW ME WELL KNOW THAT I LOVE THIS KIND OF FEELING HAHAHA.

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now during math lecture i get to sit with colette yay!
cause her class is being arranged to sit behind mine :D
wednesday's math lecture is the ultimate ideal one la.
we ended up sitting like this:

colette me       hx     keren
justin   joseph  lavelle

COOLEST ARRANGEMENT EVER LOVE IT HAHA.

after school had some boring talk and me and colette just slept like a boss.
my head was on the chair's leaning back part and i just lie down on my chair there super comfortably
and slept.
HAHAHA EVERYONE WAS SLEEPING MAN.
but we were watching the talk through a screen so it didnt matter.

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i guess i am always too playful and wild for you to handle.

1118

i guess it has been reduced to how i can get attention from others,
how i do talk to them,
hear things that make me feel special from them,
but at the end of the day, the one who really matters is you.

-

SO I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT HOW FORTUNATE I AM TO BE IN MY CLASS HAHA.
like okay we are the class that recevies endless(and notably the most) complaints from everyone,
we are so badass, fun-loving, distracted, absolutely funny, caring, ridiculous, bonded,
AND I DONT KNOW WHY
but 12A201 is really special i guess.
it is like okay we are doing really badly studies and attitude wise but
there is this special bond and aura that makes my class very lovable.
HAHAHA. different characters all over whoo.

and after 10 years of girls school,
i realised i can become really good friends with guys only because....
I AM LIKE A GUY. HAHAHHA.
everyone says so.

today i copied chengyee and did this:
dont cover face: i am a girl.
cover face: i am a guy.

HAHAHAHHA DAMN FUN BUT DOING IT LOOKS ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS.
today math lecture was awesome.
beside me is colette, huixuan, keren.
behind me is justin, joseph, lavelle.
DAMN FUN COMBINATION CAN RESERVE THOSE SEATS FOR US PERMANENTLY? ):

suchi came back!
i almost died blowing the damn balloons.
mr chen was like:

"jiaxin youre gonna explode"
"jiaxin your face is red just stop already"

HAHAHA.
i blew my lungs and heart out man.
okay just kidding(;

struggle juggle

i managed to complete watching love rain in two days!
yay. am completely smitten.
HIS HAIR SO NICE.
:D

I AM BEGINNING TO BELIEVE I HAVE A FETISH WITH NICE HAIR!
okay idk why that sounded abit sick.
HAHAHAHA HEAD HAIR I MEANT.

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so....this post will comprise of a tour of my pri + sec school hehe.
two places that i am really attached to!

IT WILL BE LONG BUT READ IT READ IT!
VERY INTERESTING ONE HAHAHA.

crashing vj for the first time, where daphne decided to pon lecture HAHAHA.
so we headed over to tk for an impromptu visit!

crashing a lecture hall, where we camwhored at.

daphne made all the pictures into a GIF cause there were too many!

but i complained that i cant save it so she going to upload onto facebook.

hehe the bestfriend is the best now yk why i love her so much<3

4e4 MEMORIESSSS.

CLASSROOM BLOCK. i see our sec2 favourite hideout recycling corner(;

circular block

home econs rooms looking like a kindergarten, right right right?

HAHAHAHA.

foyer.

lying on the foyer floor like in old times.

and always getting scolded by mdm khoo/teachers for the unglam sight.

(;

tk style.

ok i didnt manage to take pictures of other awesome areas like the

void deck, canteen and a few other places that we spent the most time in.

some other time i am sure!

second time crashing vj:

THIS TIME WE WENT FOR LECTURE!

but no difference from not going because....LOOOK.

HAHAHAHA.

But it is the useless teacher(as quoted) teaching so nvm la.

the phrase "useless teacher" SOUNDS DAMN DAMN FUNNY IDK WHY HAHAHA.

i always laugh when daphne says it.

okay i feel bad but whatever heck.

but...look at how empty the LT is!

plus in front of us only like two rows occupied?

every seat has like this socket in front of it= can charge phone yay.

so we were using our phones openly whatsapping/twittering and camwhoring(which are also in GIFs HAHA)

so halfway through i just left for a while to meet yvonne!

her class was like all studying seriously in a classroom while sitting in exam format.

i was like o.o

and said hi to her friend whom i thought was the teacher because he was sitting at the teacher's seat!

he knows me as the ewf waitress HAHA OH GOSH MY IMAGE ):

oh my tummy growled SUPER LOUDLY IN THE MIDDLE OF LECTURE HAHAHA.

plus the LT was quiet.

i could feel it coming but i thought it wouldnt sound out loud and then-

" GROWLLLLL"

* stares at each other*

-burst out laughing even louder than the growl-

daph said she is never bringing me to vj again cause bad for her image.

HAHAHAHA.

but vj teachers!

be thankful i am not there with d.

hehe.

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somehow uploading the food pictures made my computer hang.

THIS IS A SIGN!

HAHAHA.

anyway my stomach growled because we didnt eat anything just to eat....

THAIPAN!

YAY.

we were so hungry we couldnt wait so we just ate and ate.

hence the picture of empty plates :D

anyway we over-ordered and ate till we were bloated but finished everything!

-proud-

then ewf for nutella tart.

OMG CRAVING FOR IT NOW ):

* this photo credits to daphne!*

look so yummy right.

IT TASTES YUMMY TOO.

HAHAHA.

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so ccps is undergoing prime soon and the compound will be changing completely.

hence a carnival kinda thing was organised for the alumni etc to visit their old school for a last time.

CCPS has this homely and warm feel about it.

i cant really put a finger to why that is so,

but that place instills in you this peaceful and simple feeling the moment you step in.

like, problems in this world doesnt matter.

when you are in this place,

everything feels serene and happy.

ANYWAY GUESS WHAT.

I met many teachers AND...

THEY ALL STILL DO REMEMBER MY NAME!

OMG SO SWEET HEHE I WAS SO TOUCHED :')

except mrs geh cause she taught too many batches but she remember our faces so yay still.

but i havent visited in...4 years?

and i graduated so long ago and they remember my name DAMN HAPPY LA :D

with mrs geh!

hall for performances!

met miss teo outside hall.

when she saw me,

*she backtracks*

* i gave sneaky grin*

THEN...

miss teo: " I AM STILL TALLER THAN YOU"

me: " no way man."

*turns to her students* "who taller?"

her students(staring as we stood side by side): " MISS TEO!!!"

bias please youre their teacher leh!!

okay but i admit im still shorter HAHAHA.

i remember when i visited in sec 1/2 she saw me and was like "whoa you grew!"

and i was like "duh"

HAHA.

so she said cannot go to second level of the hall for safety purposes but we sneaked up

and she caught me upstairs.

oops.

telling my friends: " im sorry but you all have to go down for safety purposes"

then seeing me...( i was trying to hide)

*points and glares*

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on the way with huixian to find miss teo cause she was busy with the media stuff previously when i met her.

oh did i mention that miss teo doesnt know my real name?!

AFTER ALL THESE YEARS.

HAHAHAH.

she calls me brownie.

photobomb success!

on the way for our quest to find miss teo,

me and huixuan were like...being gangsters.

to sum it up HAHA.

she damn violent/not ladylike/talks and laughs loudly/guyish/siao.

which aptly describes me too.

so we clique damn well.

we were shouting/ making weird(and i mean weird as in really weird) noises at the top of our voices so everyone was staring but damn fun sia.

SO WE CAUGHT SIGHT OF OUR TARGET!!!

and gave ourselves a mission.

huixian: " okay on the count of 123 we shout 'HI MISS TEO' ah"

me: "set"

together: "1,2,3..."

AND THEN IT ENDED UP ONLY ME SHOUTING SO EMBARRASSING.

so i quickly cut myself off halfway and stared at the laughing hysterically huixian.

ok but we did it in the end anyway.

to which miss teo reacted to with a look of horror and literally facepalming herself HAHAHA.

her: "how old are you guys now ah?"

me: " 20."

her: " you do look 20 though"

*death glare*

me: " i am 6 please"

after me and huixian fooled around,

she came up with the verdict: "okay you two still act like primary 5s"

so after chatting about stuff we left,

and then returned cause we forgot to take a picture!

AND THEN MISS TEO REFUSED BECAUSE QUOTING HER

" aiya dont want la. not in this unglam state please please. i having a bad hair day, next time come back then we take okay? let me retain my image abit la."

and then i was like " SINCE WHEN DO YOU HAVE AN IMAGE"

HAHAHAHHA AND NEEDLESS TO SAY SHE DEATHGLARE ME.

okay i know i dont sound as if im talking about a teacher but all the teachers there are like...

friends to me? HAHAH SO I ANYHOW TALK WITH THEM.

my pri 5+6 life there was super eventful never going to forget the memories.

it is like poof poof poof in my mind while walking around the school.

and then there are all those familiar faces whose names i cant remember,

the teachers who have been teaching there for countless years.

going back to ccps at the end of the year to help out with the shifting for prime!

WHAT AN AWESOME ALUMNI RIGHT I KNOW.

actually i going back to help and play/have fun at the same time.

shall take more pictures then!

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on a random note:

yvonne with the balloon+ double choco frappe+auntie anne's i bought her

now we have been reduced to a state whereby we feel weird calling each other by our real names.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONG!!!

WISH THAT YOU WILL BE OLD FOREVER YAY HAHAHAH.

and,

yueshan and colette!

the pigs came over to my house and slept.

HAHAHAHA.

and i stoned at a wall.

but they brought me fries.

i was complaining that the fries damn soggy not nice.

yueshan(while looking at my hand continuously taking the fries):

"then why are you still eating?"

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA GOOD POINT SIA IDK WHY AIYA EWF FRIES ARE THE BEST.