Overboard

day when daphne and i went for swensens icecream buffet<3

so nice seeing her after such a long time,

had a lovely catchup session.

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cupcake kristin baked.

that girl travelled personally down to our schools to pass us the cupcake, a lovely letter( with an attempt of a cute unicorn drawing on it HAHA) and reese peanut butter chocolate each.

aww<3 it was a surprise gift for us because we have been going through tough times.

that angel is too sweet!(':

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friday: colette, nahshon and justin came over!

actually we were supposed to bake..

but we only started around...8? HAHAHA.

long story.

and by "we" who started baking,

i meant me and colette.

the guys were busy halo-ing with my bro.

NVM GIRL POWER<3

anw there was this moment whereby something dropped on the table while we were settling the ingredients.

then, in the split second between col picking up the something and putting it back into the mixing bowl,

i was like " COLETTE NO"

HAHAHAHA.

but it was too late.

so we all just -silence- and burst into laughter.

col: " how you know i was going to throw it back in?!"

me: " i know you for 5 years you think i wont know what's on your mind?!"

PROUD CHEFS WITH OUR BEFORE PRODUCT!

and the guys stopped halo-ing to come step as the chefs of the crumble.

wts. look at how i am being pushed to the back and them taking over full force!!

>:(

so i demanded another photo.

then they step sternface to act as the master chefs.

end product!

anyway while following the recipe i kinda read it wrongly so it resulted in a step being done wrongly.

i know la it is normal for this to happen to me -.-

and after that colette and i kinda comforted ourselves thinking it wont matter la you know..

so i went " i have a bad feeling about this"

AND FML I WAS RIGHT.

FROM ON TOP THE CRUMBLE LOOKS GOOD RIGHT.

but walao, at the bottom it is just like......

WATERY BROWN SHIT.

(inside joke)

HAHAHAHAH BUT IT REALLY TURNED OUT LIKE BROWN SHIT

we should nv curse ourselves before baking ):

throughout the whole process me and colette were just like,

omg how did we manage to scrap through all the home econs practicals and science spas that we had.

cause we were partners ( she is index 33 im 34 )

i wonder how sometimes too.

i mean our lower sec selves are alot alot alot worser and blurer than how we are now.

so.... you get my drift HAHA.

but i had lots of fun thanks everyone <3

i forgive the ganging up of nahshon justin and my brother to bully and suan me.

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i really like this kind of traditional icecream hehe.

it is cheap + yummy!

anw i realised the shadown kind of looks like a heart!

SO COOL RIGHT.

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i always say things, that i end up not doing.

it is probably time that i make good my words.

and by now, i suppose i should know what i deserve, what i should feel, and what is probably best for me.

and everything now is the opposite of everything that should be.

allowing all this to affect me in the most absurd of ways,

is really intolerable.

it is as though im taking a mood rollercoaster,

unpredictable, yet controlled by external factors.

it gets tiring, really tiring.

caring so much, yet acting as though i do not care.

being so close, yet so far.

this should stop already.

i just cant control myself.

i have so much more in life to rejoice over,

so what is this seriously?

on the other hand,

i do get too wild and uncontrollable at times.

then my insensitivity and unawareness strikes big time.

i should take myself in better control in future..

i go overboard and too much sometimes, sigh.

then i end up feeling bad and guilty ):