MALDIVES

" you have a very special warmth inside of you, and you spread it to everyone around you. you give everyone a sense of security, a homely feeling"

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this place is so beautiful.

LOOK AT THAT.
it is like...whoa heaven.
before i die, i hope i get to go to a place like that.
please please please ):

i want to go to maldives, then taiwan, then paris/any vintage-y country then thaliand.

if i go to all those countries with friends i presume that with the return from each country,
we would have generated 5000+ pictures.
okay wait i underestimated our ability,
considering that from a night spent together we can take 1000+/2000 pictures HAHAHA.
so um... you get my point right.
we will spam fb like crazy!!
sigh. all the "what if"s ):

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"i love texting you man, your retarded texts always make me laugh!"

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i want to travel the world!!
go whitewater rafting,

mountain climbing(this type not the artificial one haha)

 bungee jumping,

THINGS LIKE THIS.
AND THE LIST GOES ON.
i want this kind of nature-ish stuff.
i dont know, i think it is so bee eu tee full!
hahaha.
nature has this kind of beauty and fun that nothing else can provide yk :D

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"you are so special to me"



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sigh school is starting ):

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"you are a gift from God"

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these words of friendship from time to time makes life feel so much stronger.

feelings may change.

people may change.

but words said dont ever change.

sooooooo.

yeah la yeah la want to give a big thankyou shoutout to those who dont give up on me when i despair.

who pull me up when i refuse to move an inch, who care silently.

damn it your text was freaking sweet, love.

promise i will try to study abittttt(;

Never Learn.

i slept at 4+am last night haha.
yueshan came over!
to study but halfway through she started talking about her church camp.
and elaborated to me all that she learnt.

it seems to teach me something too.
how it is impossible, and also why there could possibly be a reason behind all this.
A reason why things are not working out the way i want it to.
somehow the realisation brought some sort of comfort.
It is a pity, but because i can understand better now, instead of asking all the "why"s,
so... in a way, thank you yueshan(:

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i wonder if the following i had back then,
still comes to my blog every now and then.
hahaha.
i have always appreciated that people actually bothers to read about my life,
or more like derive entertainment from my life HAHAHA.
i think i was funnier back then,
BUT HEY I AM STILL FUNNY NOW :D

it comes as a surprise on who actually reads my blog back in the secondary school days.
to be frank, i dont know if it is better if

1) people read because um it will be equal to dejavu in my secondary school days.
    i must admit that my blog created alot of trouble between me and my parents.
    so...HI MUM&DAD I HOPE YOURE NOT READING NOW BECAUSE..*cricket sounds*
    HAHAHAHA.
    somehow reminds me of the shop-for-prom-dress incident.

from what i remembered, it went something like this:

(i was with the clique shopping for prom dresses)

me: " omg this weddingish dress is so nice. WHO WANTS TO BE MY GROOM?"
-silence-
filzah: "KRICK KRICK KRICK..."

HAHAHA.


2) no one reads. okay la quite sad HAHA but it will be like talking to myself anyway quite fun.

okay la i hope people still read. *sob* );
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huixuan's tongue damn long!!

tbh i cant figure out which is the nice one we agreed on so...SPAM.

WHOA SHIT MY FACE DAMN NICE SIA HAHAHA I LIKE.

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i am on a healthy diet!
breakfast- porridge most of the time, variations sometimes.
lunch-rice/noodles
dinner- oat

no snacking whatsoever.
TMR MORNING MACS BREAKFAST OMG but aiya
me and daph making exception on our diets for each other<3

ys said it takes 10-15 days to acquire a habit so...IM DETERMINED *clenches fists*

midyears is coming and i dont know if i should actually be scared that i feel no fear or whatsoever.
i am just...AT PEACE HAHAHA.
that is good somehow. dont see a point in stressing myself out since stress doesnt help me in any way.

hope things will get better x.

OH CHARMAINE FROM EWF(new manager) TEXTED ME TO WORK!!
I WAS SO HAPPY I ALMOST CRIED.
then i really wanted to cry when i rejected her and felt my heart sink.
sigh.

pw nowww byeee.

nonsense mood? check!

okay i have a whole week to blog about but.

FIRSTLY, I HAVE A HUGEASS PIMPLE ON MY NOSE.

do you feel sad for me? because i do ):

the last time i had one was in sec 2 omg.

daphne was saying im going malacca anw so no one will see it but it better recover fast!!

SECONDLY, I AM GONNA BECOME A VICTORIAN HEHE.

watch out man teachers the partners in crime are back in action!

okay just kidding i promised daph i will be on my best behaviour

to prevent any further damage to her reputation.

aww what a considerate friend i am right! :D

cant wait already.

the silly things we do in class<3

THIRDLY, i have a natural flair for talking nonsense.

and i love it when people entertain my nonsense with more nonsense.

HAHAHA IT MAKES ME REALLY HAPPY :D

gosh idk who else will do these crazy things with me

the bimbo things we say+do,

coupled together with all the sexy badassness.

it has been long, and i miss it <3

sorry girls, but

tonight daph and i has decided to get into action first after a long hiatus HAHA.

she concluded that i am still the bad liar i always am,

and i have not learnt enough from her.

so she always have to cover up for me in case i blow cover.

i pity you actually HAHAHA.

instead of worrying about lying,

you worry about me saying something stupid and giving everything away (Y)

I MISS YOUR LYING SKILLS BITCH.

all those times when we go round tricking everyone<3

and watching them believe us.

ahem wsara..and april fools..

good old days.

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1 june- 3 june: MJ LEADERSHIP CAMP.

rather fun met lots of new people.

but like army training sia.

on sunday got a surprise wakeup call at 5am,

then proceeded to do physical workout.

planks, situps, leg lifts, pushups, etc.

most memorable are the 200 counts of 4 of leglifts and buddha claps each.

did all this for 3h while taking turns to play games.

then breakfast and a 6.6 trek to woodlands waterfront.

sat on the field under the scotching hot sun holding some paper to form a formation.

WANNA DIE.

then bus-ed back, planned for campfire performance.

after which bbq and then the campfire itself.

sunday was in a way the highlight so gonna talk about that day only hehe lazy.

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um so some funny things which happened are like my groupmates imitating my spongebob laughter.

but they loser because i can do it naturally while they need to hit at their throat HAHAHA.

and then on the last day there was this group taking photos

so i whispered to keren "eh photobomb!"

and i realised this mj malay pe teacher was staring at me (idk his name)

and i was like "you can hear?!"

he nodded.

after the photo he was like "photobomb huh?"

HAHAHAHHA so me and him ended up going around to photobomb other groups.

and....we failed miserably HAHAHA.

but anw now he thinks im some crazy girl who photobombs all the time and

also steal people's food.

because he overheard nasrul saying that i ate his share of bbq food.

WHICH IS SO NOT TRUE. #insidejoke

lazy to elaborate.

oh oh and also how my groupmate and his other friends turned "happy birthday"

into some funeral -like tune HAHAHAH.

i also had to do a forfeit whereby i must approach this other group,

point to this certain person in the group and laugh with my spongebob laughter and then

DANCE SEXILY WHOOHOO HELL YEAH.

quite fun doing it HAHAHA.

okay laziness is a daily battle i fight sigh.

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wed: pw outing which eventually lead to a shopping trip to cotton on (where i bought alot of things and felt guilty over) and beef noodles with huixuan!

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thurs:

hx came over to my house. awesome heart to heart in my room and then in the pool+ swimming.

after dinner camwhoring with angles and all HAHAHHA.

okay we were supposed to study but fail.

will post the pictures once they are uploaded!(:

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fri:

food therapy with daph!

caught up with the recent things+people in our lives.

guess i will be teasing her about the ykwhat expression for the rest of her life.

HAHA.

was really happy for her, seeing her so happy :D

so we had roxy banmian,

then desserts at ac followed by some roaming around parkway for an hour plus or so,

then lunch at ewf!

also went to apply for my staff card hehe.

saw swee at head office and chat for a while.

SHE SAID I GOT TANNER! ):

so sad they no longer have the AC jackets ):

on a side note my ewf shirts have shrunk to kids size oh damn.

roxy banmian. OMG BANMIAN LOVERS SHOULD TOTALLY TRY THIS.

hazelnut crumble at awfully chocolate!

a new dessert that is pretty similar to the nutella tart at ewf except for the crumble part at the top.

except i think the nutella tart at ewf is more melty also.

BUT DAMN NICE STILL I LIKE LIKE CRAZY.

wont be able to finish it alone though!

butterscotch caramel cake!!

HEI ICECREAM.

one egg soup at ewf!

i can still totally remember how to describe this soup to customers hehe.

daph's: tandoori chicken sandwich

mine: beef karubi

THIS IS DAMN GOOD I SWEAR.

DAMN DAMN DAMN GOOD NO JOKE.

forever my fav dish.

but of course i will highly recommend a few others too!

so yeah actually there is supposed to be a caesar salad but we changed it to a portion of fries.

so daphne's is garlic&herbs + original( paprika- something like barbeque flavour),

while mine is truffle oil fries+ sourcream&onion.

GOSH LOOKING AT ALL THIS MAKES ME DAMN HUNGRY.

THE FOOD WERE ALL SOOOO GOOD.

going back to AC and EWF brought back lots of memories,

and these places are like home to us.

though many things have changed sigh.

OKAY PEOPLE HEAD ON DOWN TO AC & EWF NOW.

LOTS OF YUMMY GOODIES WAITING FOR YOU.

if you want then go with me ah i got 20% discount HAHAHA CHEAPO.