Hopefully this takes everything away.

Tumblr makes things better. i have always wanted to do up a to-do-list!
HAHAHA. somehow knowing that im going to do a to-do-list makes me feel happy :D

1. lie on the grasspatch and look up at the starry nightsky with friends
2. do a random flashmob in orchard road in the rain
3. have a cooking date!
4. girls night out slumber party, snacking on marshmellows/popcorn alongside girly talk
5. walk out in the middle of a lecture
6. go whitewater rafting and come back alive
7. tour the world with friends and shop till we drop
8. take pretty vintage-y shots in paris
9. lie down in the middle of MJ's corridor (colette! HAHAHA)
10. go to the zoo and act like a kid

and...

i cannot think of anymore at the moment! haha.
i hope the remainder of the night turns out good(:

Stop trying so hard.

today after school lepaked with colette and ys. first at student lounge then we shifted to the library, where they laughed over Ellen Degeneres and i tumblr-ed. i think they kind of chased everyone in the room away HAHAHA.
after ys left for band i watched with colette, and i bet the librarian outside could hear our laughter haha. then went over to the sports gallery to slack and stone.

good old times. just like lower sec whereby we stayed back in school till 6+ doing nothing.
i guess it is the simplicity of something so redundant that actually brings out the greatest happiness. just relaxing, thinking and doing nothing else.

-

somehow someone like you who is so perfect, i never would have expect you to.
haha. not you anyway. and..me? ha.
but as our conversation continues, i realised that you are probably more than what i expected you to be, so much more that i am having second thoughts.
maybe after tonight, your perception of me would have changed, for the better or the worse.. idk.
i guess i was being myself.
plus.. it was stressful, to know you had that many expectations of everything.
which leads me to realise, me and you are people from two different worlds,
i wouldnt be able to do whatever you wanted anyway.
i could try, i really can.
but there is not a 100% guarantee on anything.
and that i dont know you that well. idk whether to believe.
because im flawed, i probably cant accept all your beliefs,
and i also cannot be the goodytwoshoes you wanted.
i will always want to play, experiment, not know what is right for me and learn from trying.
i go with the flow. i live life not the way you live yours.

i am who i am, and i guess i will just have to be contented at the moment.
i will always want someone to love me with that level of intensity, but this is not fate.
however,
i have been a really lucky girl(:
so let us put an end to this chapter.

We were walking down the streets one day.

update:

(okay this picture supposed to be at the bottom with the rest of ikea pictures but i lazy shift it down HAHA)



daphne's surprise birthday breakfast!

tk!

stupid pose HAHAHAHA no prizes for guessing who came up with it!

mj road race!

deepa commented say cannot see my hand haha true story bro.

after which we went ikea! yum to meatballs and chicken wings!

mj life has been rather awesome, until certain things had to happen.

i will take it as a test, and overcome it like i dont give a damn about it.

yet i know deep inside it will still bother me alot as to what people has to say.

but nvm i shall not care to these, and i rather give my attention to my loved ones and friends.

just hope it will stop, doesnt do anyone any good ):

deja vu, isnt it?

keren was being superrr funny today. laughed till i got abs alr.

HAHAHAHHA KIDDING.

me and huixuan: "what is penguin in chinese?"

keren: " niao"

-inserts hysterical laughter-

us: " qi er la!"

keren: " i thought that is swan or something?!"

-inserts boon face HAHA-

us: " what is squirrel in chinese?"

keren: "song zi"

- image of olden times figure floats into imagination-

us: " song shu la!"

HAHAHAHAH. meet keren, the boon<3