1st

i have decided to leave behind concealedtruth,
and start anew!
after all i havent been posting there in ages
and i feel like a new person, well ever since school ended.
i guess studying has never been my thing which baffles me why im going to jc
but whatever im ready for the challenges thrown at me.
so... change is good, isnt it(:

i guess this change started off with ewf,
and working there has really opened up my personality and im kinda back to my sec one self,
before...yeah...i had growing up to do.
and being back to that self equates to being truly sincerely happy.



my ewf family has provided me with much fun and laughter and i will never forget:

having everyone call me "sunshine" because chris insists saying "jiaxin" quickly sounds like sunshine.... im still trying to figure out the logic behind it HAHA.
telling each other jokes, eating together, playing with and teasing each other.
having gotten used to rose's accent, "rock and roll"ing together during busy times,
and also singing along to the blasting music.
i love how we help each other out, and there may be unpleasant happenings at times,
but we will always be the ewf family.

i will miss having lunch and hearing chris+bryan complain
and go "cheebye" etc while i laugh silently at them,
the kitchen staff going "fuck fuck fuck" while rushing out orders.
AND I WILL MISS HAVING FOOD TO EAT EVERY SINGLE MOMENT HAHAHA.
plus also the leftover desserts every night yumm.

i have also made alot of friends from ewf and awfully chocolate, joo joo and mooshi bakes,
plus my baby d is working there too<3

aiya words cant sum anything up so...pictures!

these two awesomeness, daphne and filzah, came over to surprise me one of the days!

at mbs! also to celebrate colette's belated birthday(:


my ex girlfriend who is cheating on her current boyfriend with me HAHA SHHHH.

our messy room! with 100 balloons blown up by us! our pride (Y)

camwhores for life. i swear these are only A FEW OF THE 500/600+ photos that i tagged till i wanted to die hahaha.

i like this photo cause the balloons cover up my face. HAHA.

proof that i contributed my air supply for the balloons!

<3

i KNOW this is the picture of the day HAHAHA. marshmellow rocks.

our birthday "cake" for colette since that girl doesnt like cake!

16 pink strawberry chicks which are ultra sweet and whom lavelle accused us of killing them by stucking the candles straight through their chest.

written on the balloons at the back is actually " colette. survivor."<3

yes. ME AND DAPHNE WITH OUR MANY MANY MANY MANY CAMWHORE PICTURES.

SKY PARK: which is freezing cold at night

oh and i have to thank dong. for allowing me to be a one-day-vj-girl, and then making both me and her sad for forgetting to take that stupid memorable photo ugh.

for always coming over to ewf to surprise me with your friends

and stuffing yourself full just to buy something.

then there your phone goes ticking away the number of days youre on diet

and i will be saying "this is called diet meh?!"

contradictory fact in your face HAHA but i know for me la thank youuu<3

its also somewhat satifying to know that i have managed to break down some walls,

and get to know the person even more.

a person who strikes others with the impression that he is bad tempered,

cold and aloof, and someone whom you will always have a distance with,

is actually someone fun and just a little boy deep inside.

starting from C with that black face and temper,

has actually warmed up and bothers to smile and talk

"not coming down with us?"

followed by B who is always cursing, aloof and bad tempered,

with that demeanour that will cause others to avoid him cause there's practically the black aura,

has actually taken to making fun of me and initiating conversations.

oh and smiling alot now too.

and that makes me happy. JC orientation is here and im scared

which makes me really feel like mocking myself for it.

loser.