Words like honey

today is supposedly everyone's birthday according to the chinese so...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

yesterday i went to remove my highlights!
ok actually not remove the guy hairstylist applied some substance to darken the highlights
so they are gone now..
up till now i dont really know what he did exactly so forget it HAHA.
so i was done with the treatment and trimming alr,
and that's when i dropped by... EWF HAHAHA.

must listen to my explanation!

1) it ended around 1+ so i had nothing to do until 3 when wushu starts!

2) sly was bored so i went to entertain him and also return the favour as he took over my shift on friday night cause i was sick.
it wasnt really my shift though, i took it up last min on thurs cause understaffed,
but rejected it after a while.

but aiya whatever it is, i went over to ewf and entertain everyone HAHAHA.
rose gave me angbao! :D yayyy.

oh did i mention i FREAKING LOVE the hair treatment smell?!
i made everyone at EWF smell it, including bryan and zac i think.

and of course rose bothered to smell it as usual,
cause she is also another one who always high by herself,
and laugh to herself/ in her own world.

bryan and sly were just -.- and stare at me but i bet they smelt it even by standing beside me
the smell so freaking strong!

so proud to say the smell is still on my hair now and i hope it never goes away ):
fat hope sia sigh.

after that i went over for wushu!
quite awesome but i cant jump cause of my FLAT FEET GRRH.

then i coached bryan.
HAHAHA I JUST REALISED GOT SAME NAME
but now the bryan im referring to is this insanely cute little boy
who has huge eyes AND WHOM COACH AND I PREDICT HIM TO GROW UP BECOMING DAMN HANDSOME.
WHOO.

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these few days my mind is pretty cluttered with unnecessary thoughts.
i have been contemplating whether to just join wushu as a cca but
it is a risk considering my current ankle condition(and also in future long term wise)
and also as to whether i can jump properly anot.

or should i just like take up a cca any-oh-how then focus my time on helping to coach ngee ann primary?
like that doesnt kill passion + doesnt cause too much pain to my body.

not just that, other nagging stuff too.

aish forget it i will just push it away and use things to distract my train of thoughts!
tmr going for lunch at all-time-favourite jacks place with qi an, drey,colette and julia!
cant wait(:

today had reunion at my mother's side aunt's place and
i saw everyone i didnt see in a really really long time.
more than satisfied!

AND I FREAKING GAINED WEIGHT.
actually im quite glad i didnt gain more because i eat crazily plus i nv exercise but aiya.
now im well- known to both sides of the family for being like an
eat-everything-pig HAHA.

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yes i am freaking out for orientation because i dislike playing games and
i dislike opinions/ first impressions sigh.

PLUS WHAT IF NO ONE WANTS TO BE MY FRIEND HAHAHA ):
cause im weird eg. i like the smell of bugis mrt station and the list goes on,
i laugh/smile to myself whenever i think of a memory that cracks me up,
and that can happen anytime HAHAHA.

but nvm must learn to accept me as i am okay future friendsss(:

oh and today my cousin was like...
" so i guess next year you will be bringing a boyfriend along?"
and my mum freaked out saying " DONT ENCOURAGE HER"
HAHAHAHA I LOVE THEM.

remember, just be yourself.

i am really into guys' shoes now!
they are like awesome.
these are two pairs of guys' shoes i bought recently...
with the intention of new shoes for school but i got carried away HAHAHA.

random photo of my bro.

so today daphne came over and we......

AT HOTEL 81.

NO LAAAAAAA JUST KIDDING HAHAHAHA THAT WAS TAKEN AT MBS.

me and d are too innocent... you know? HAHA.

spent our twosome time in my room and talked about complicating matters.

and 3-4 hours just flew by like that.

quoting her: " time flies when youre having fun",

i guess this statement is really true.

aish i dont even know when i can see that girl again.

school is starting soon ):

I DONT CARE YOU MUST COME AGAIN OK.

i love days like these.

just spending the day in lying on the bed,

getting cosy with the aircon on,

talking about matters of the heart with your best friend.

so simple, yet it is what i would call a worthwhile day that i would like to have on repeat.

here's CNY!

yes im a hypocritical bitch because i was telling my mother

"who on earth wears cheongsum now"

and the next moment there i go wearing one because i couldnt find anything to wear.

aiya my pictures damn freaking ugly but nvm i dont think i will wear it again so last momento.

my esteem is like all time low now because i just saw pictures of damn pretty girls from here and there so my reaction now is like:

sees their pictures: whoa.

sees mine: yucks.

HAHAHAH.

im a cheapskate and i got this pin from mj open house foc HAHAHA.

idk why my bro's camera resolution so bad i think never take properly hmm.

grandma<3

here is during new year 2012 countdown!

my family had our mini barbecue at our rooftop terrace.

playing with light splinters.

there was a family opposite having barbecue and

our family and theirs were literally shouting new year wishes to

one another across the buildings hahaha i bet the whole neighbourhood could hear our conversations.

oh and we communicated by swinging the light splinters too i know thats dumb HAHA BUT FUN.

i kind of forgot what the term for the "light splinters" is, and i was thinking fire crackers/ fireworks,

and my bro had to tell me the answer.

wth hahahaha.

and he is primary five -knocks head-

sometimes i wonder,

a few years down the road.

when i look back and think about the "me" now,

will i mock myself for being a desperate attention-seeking fool.

or will i come to realise that this is who i really am, i am NOT pretending.

idk, i guess time will tell.

anyway, what am i supposed to do with flat feet?! pssh. HAHA.

I MISS EWF

so i decided to start a blog again cause i wanted to talk to myself HAHAHA.
and i doubt anyone is reading this which is good in a way
cause i will sound nonsensical since im talking to myself.
do i make sense?
EXCEPT FOR MAYBE COLETTE.
SHE LIKES NONSENSE, RIGHT COLETTE AM I RIGHT?
thats why youre reading ah HAHAHA.

so i am having withdrawal symptoms from....


not working. which is damn stupid but i can totally emphathise with myself HAHA.
last night rose told me that joojoo was closing down so after we did closing over at ewf we shall go over and eat foc.
so i was thinking hmm maybe since they closing so they want to treat the staff foc.
and when i went over to joojoo first,
i was like asking neni and dawn "eh today's food FOC ah?"
then they gave me this confused look but i just assumed there was some secret agreement that our orders will be free.

lynn chris john and gary were at the table beside us tasting the new menu and i koped some to try hahaha.
so soon after rose swee and edward came over to eat, and rose was ordering like crazy because she claimed she was "hungry".
so i was like huh ok lor.
the thing was... when the food came she made me eat everything! ):
then swee asked if we wanted super stack cake/ice cream.
and i said i wanted to try the truffles, so she said ok we order all 3.
while eating, lynn talked to us, and gary came over to kope swee's ice cream.
as usual, i was being nonsensical and saying things that made everyone laugh.
i think it is the "apple juice", hor? HAHAHAHA.
inside joke.




this is only like, one third of the food ordered.

here comes the climax.

suddenly the bill with swee's visa was brought over and rose was like "EH!"

while i stunned over there and didnt say anything.

it took me a while to process that all this time while i was eating like a pig thinking

that the food was free, it was actually rose planning to give us a treat

but swee beat her to it.

so it makes sense why rose was dumping all the food on me!

CAUSE IM SUPPOSED TO BE THE ONE EATING TO MY FILL AND NOT BECAUSE ROSE WAS HUNGRY.

she was more like thirsty la, drowning down two bottles of "apple juice" pfft.

yes i just stared at them cause it hit me like piak on the face.

and i felt so guilty for being such a pig cause i swear the food doesnt come cheap.

however rose did the ordering ah HAHAHA.

but still...i was the one eating it.

AND THE TRUFFLES ARE NOT CHEAP OK.

damn it.

sigh thank you anyway.

it was memorable, my last day of work <3

dawn was saying "lucky you guys came over! like reunion!"

haha.

me and jamie lied to chris that we were sisters,

he gave us his usual look and put his arm around this other female manager or dk who,

saying "yeah right then we can be sisters too"

so me and jamie were like " AIYO WHY YOU SO FLAT"

then we pointed to chris's chest.

and he gave the lame excuse that last time he was in track and field.

like no link but nvm HAHA.

hahahah jamie was saying he damn poor thing never catch up on puberty HAHAHA.


neni was laughing at my flushed face as usual idk why everytime she sees me she will laugh!

hehe but i love them all<3

bryan cooked chicken curry for staff lunch! that and the omelette egg was major yum.

xiao pin was astonished to know i cant cook anything except fried egg so he wanted to teach me how to cook and be a virtuous girl but it was my last day so... NOT FATED TO BE ONE HAHA.

then they started launching into a topic of what a girl wants in a guy because now girls cant do anything... HEYYY! ):

soon i will have to highlight over my highlights. stupid JC ):

i tried to tie it in different ways to cover the highlights up but it doesnt work. like, look man...

it is more obvious in real life ah sigh.

random but daphne helped me tie this waterfall braid!(:

like before Os that time HAHA.

I hate it when like i get emotionally attached and everything is so wonderful then suddenly

im snatched out of this awesome dream and i have to get on with life like it never happened before.

like it is just a passing phase and some things are just meant to last a day or two.

ugh.

1st

i have decided to leave behind concealedtruth,
and start anew!
after all i havent been posting there in ages
and i feel like a new person, well ever since school ended.
i guess studying has never been my thing which baffles me why im going to jc
but whatever im ready for the challenges thrown at me.
so... change is good, isnt it(:

i guess this change started off with ewf,
and working there has really opened up my personality and im kinda back to my sec one self,
before...yeah...i had growing up to do.
and being back to that self equates to being truly sincerely happy.



my ewf family has provided me with much fun and laughter and i will never forget:

having everyone call me "sunshine" because chris insists saying "jiaxin" quickly sounds like sunshine.... im still trying to figure out the logic behind it HAHA.
telling each other jokes, eating together, playing with and teasing each other.
having gotten used to rose's accent, "rock and roll"ing together during busy times,
and also singing along to the blasting music.
i love how we help each other out, and there may be unpleasant happenings at times,
but we will always be the ewf family.

i will miss having lunch and hearing chris+bryan complain
and go "cheebye" etc while i laugh silently at them,
the kitchen staff going "fuck fuck fuck" while rushing out orders.
AND I WILL MISS HAVING FOOD TO EAT EVERY SINGLE MOMENT HAHAHA.
plus also the leftover desserts every night yumm.

i have also made alot of friends from ewf and awfully chocolate, joo joo and mooshi bakes,
plus my baby d is working there too<3

aiya words cant sum anything up so...pictures!

these two awesomeness, daphne and filzah, came over to surprise me one of the days!

at mbs! also to celebrate colette's belated birthday(:


my ex girlfriend who is cheating on her current boyfriend with me HAHA SHHHH.

our messy room! with 100 balloons blown up by us! our pride (Y)

camwhores for life. i swear these are only A FEW OF THE 500/600+ photos that i tagged till i wanted to die hahaha.

i like this photo cause the balloons cover up my face. HAHA.

proof that i contributed my air supply for the balloons!

<3

i KNOW this is the picture of the day HAHAHA. marshmellow rocks.

our birthday "cake" for colette since that girl doesnt like cake!

16 pink strawberry chicks which are ultra sweet and whom lavelle accused us of killing them by stucking the candles straight through their chest.

written on the balloons at the back is actually " colette. survivor."<3

yes. ME AND DAPHNE WITH OUR MANY MANY MANY MANY CAMWHORE PICTURES.

SKY PARK: which is freezing cold at night

oh and i have to thank dong. for allowing me to be a one-day-vj-girl, and then making both me and her sad for forgetting to take that stupid memorable photo ugh.

for always coming over to ewf to surprise me with your friends

and stuffing yourself full just to buy something.

then there your phone goes ticking away the number of days youre on diet

and i will be saying "this is called diet meh?!"

contradictory fact in your face HAHA but i know for me la thank youuu<3

its also somewhat satifying to know that i have managed to break down some walls,

and get to know the person even more.

a person who strikes others with the impression that he is bad tempered,

cold and aloof, and someone whom you will always have a distance with,

is actually someone fun and just a little boy deep inside.

starting from C with that black face and temper,

has actually warmed up and bothers to smile and talk

"not coming down with us?"

followed by B who is always cursing, aloof and bad tempered,

with that demeanour that will cause others to avoid him cause there's practically the black aura,

has actually taken to making fun of me and initiating conversations.

oh and smiling alot now too.

and that makes me happy. JC orientation is here and im scared

which makes me really feel like mocking myself for it.

loser.