Wednesday, August 29, 2012

My friend the pool.

by now, the number of drafts under my dashboard has significantly increased.
heh. the joke's on me.
it is freaking dumb.
how things i always want to post, are probably things that are better off not posted.
i type out long posts and then hesitate so i save them as drafts.
hahaha i am just being retarded.

i am really tired.
but just a little more mugging to go and things should get better.
there's so much to face up to, so many things to tell, so much to endure.
i dont know how much longer i can last,
because honestly everyday i just feel like i cant take this shit any longer,
not without my girls.

She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

currently watching spongebob and hearing my laughter on repeat HAHA.

this is why i am hanging on:
 

but right now it feels this way:


i am just going to believe this.
magic where are you?


spongebob is awesome.
being retarded is awesome.
 i miss my retarded friends.


Sunday, August 12, 2012

Happening week!

okay so i have been really lazy to post hahaha.
i was tempted to close down this blog because i dont see a need to even blog anymore,
thanks to my laziness.
but i decided not to because that will simply add onto the lists of blogs that i stop at then reopen a new one again.
hahaha too bad la i have a really short span of interest.

i did write up a few posts since the last post that got posted out,
but...i didnt ever get to publish those haha.
all the better anyway.

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really want to bake now!
red velvet cakes, macaroons, APPLE CRUMBLE... YUM.
so if one day i go to school with all my baked goodies it means i went crazy hahaha.
but most probably after promos ah....MAYBE NOT TOO HAHA.

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monday: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

had a buffet at roxy mercure hotel where i stuffed myself( the butter-pumpkin crayfish was exceptionally nice).
then walked all the way back home.

tues:

at night kristin and her friend manling came over at like 11+ pm!
they dropped their things off (and then kris did a parade with the clothes she bought to decide on the ultimate outfit for the party)

and left at around 12+ for their party.
meanwhile back at home i went to sneakily wear RI's uniform HAHAHAHA.
then i got tired and slept till 5+(while texting them from time to time) and went down to open my house gate for kris and ml.
so sorry i didnt feel my phone's vibration ):
after telling me about the wild party, they fell asleep while i went to bathe and prepare for school!

coming out i see two of them sleeping in the cold
so i went to dig out all the cardigans and sweaters in my cupboard and covered them.
and then quickly wrote a postit note and stuck it on!
left for schoollll, i thought i would be late AGAIN. Haha.

wed:

the National day celebration was um.. boring.
the only cool part was me and colette noticing each other.
we were both at the first row in the front but at opposite ends of the hall.
so we were signalling to each other for like damn long.

and justin( who was the MC for the thingy), said into the mike:

" um colette do you want to just go over to the other side?"
-colette signals NO-

me: " justin just ask her to come over now!!"

justin(into the mike, mind you): " colette, jiaxin wants you to go over now"

so poor colette, left without a choice, had to pick up her bag and walk over to me IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL.

and the best part is yet to come...

justin: " COME EVERYBODY LET'S CHEER FOR COLETTE. WHOO"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAH WHOA LAUGHED LIKE SIAO SERIOUSLY you should have seen her face while everyone cheered!

okay after that towards the end we ponned to eat tauhuey(;

after celebration went to shabu shabu at nex with like.. half the class?
then we couldnt finish the food and decided to play the number range game.
the one who kena the number must eat like this disgusting mixture of food which had absorbed the mixture of chilli etc sauces. there was this time the food was egg tofu mashed up with the sauces as "soup" YUCKS.
you must see it and you can literally feel your stomach flip inside out HAHA.
then shoot shag mary.

oh and i lost 50 bucks ):
okay then everyone freaked out for me.
and dk who said if you take receipt out first then the money will get sucked back in by the machine.
so i went to withdraw my money another time and compare both receipts and the difference is fifty bucks!
i thought my brain somehow imagined my hand taking the money when actually it got sucked back in.

the next morning when i happily told my mum i thought i lost my fifty bucks,
i found out i REALLY did lost it. boohoohoo.
cause the first receipt money value is recorded AFTER deducting the fifty i withdrew!
sigh.

came home to see this heart-shaped arrangement of postits that kristin did up in response to the postit i wrote! AWW. and everything folded up neatly.
AWW was all i could think before i dropped dead and slept HAHAHA.

thurs: HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!
FAMILY BBQ AT ROOFTOP(:

then daphne came over!
SHE GAVE HER FIRST TIME TO ME HAHAHHAHA.
okay okay now now dont let your mind run wild!
her first time staying over at someone's house la.
we had a catchup talk, failed polaroid shots and jumping on the bed thinking it is my parents.
and snacks at 4+ am.
then we slept after that.

friday:

woke up at 9.
went to bathe slowly. came out and the pig refused to wake up.
was supposed to leave at 1025 to go her house first before heading to the airport.
the condition was that she had to do the laundry in order to come my house HAHAHA.
and....yeah obviously we didnt by 1025 HAHA.
a few steps after walking out of the house gate,

me: " daphne... the sun very hot eh. * in my mind: thinking of the hill i have to climb to get to her house* SHALL WE CAB?" HAHAHAHA.

okay and to keep the story short, that morning after i reached her house i kinda jinxed everything that has got to do with security guards HAHA.
and after daph bathed, she came out to the sight of me sleeping when i was supposed to be studying.

on the bus to airport, we passed by this checkpoint.
daph told me that the guard is going to check all our bags.
seeing that she started unzipping her bag, i followed suit.

AND I OPENED MY BAG BIG BIG TO AWAIT THE ARRIVAL OF THE SECURITY WHO WAS BOARDING THE BUS........
......... ONLY TO SEE HIM WALK PAST ME, AND HEAR DAPH LAUGHING -.-
I WAS TRICKED AGAIN!!!

met the clique.
had the much-needed talk.
well actually i have alot of things to be said about this day,
but i feel that some things can just be kept among ourselves<3
just know that, i am really thankful, indeed i am.
the hugs are awesome!!
it is a pity how i only can get these hugs occasionally, but i do learn to treasure them alot now.

after that, dark knight rises with kris and colette!
AWESOME MOVIEEEEEEE WHOO.
when we came out, it was 11+pm and the last train had left ):
so kris's dad came to fetch us home hehe thanks uncle!!

sat: i got sick. HAHAHA.

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actually sometimes i think you can read my mind like crazy.
every time i get so determined like i am so done with you,
and within that day itself or the next few days,
i get a text from you asking how am i etc etc.
SERIOUSLY?! did you install some gps in my brain?
so this time round, i used all my determination to not reply you after a while.
okay actually not all my determination, considering that i went to sleep without bathing again shortly after HAHAHA.